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From The Mind Of A Writer

My name is Celina B. Mills and I am a writer. I write horror novels and poetry, and occasionally song lyrics. I play the acoustic guitar and the keyboard, and I'm also a lesbian.

I happen to be one of the biggest music lovers ever! And recently created a music-review blog, totally random shuffle with my mom.

My five great loves are writing, reading, music, my family, and animals. I'm also a big fan of horror movies!

I created this blog to post my poetry. Everything I post, unless otherwise stated, is written by me.

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  • Sorry for the lack of poetry posting the last few days, it’s been insane here lately, my mom finally got a diagnosis, I dunno, just haven’t felt like posting anything. Anyway, I’ll try and be better:)

    Poisoned

    *

    You can see me bleed

    You watch as I scream

    All my cries of agony

    You laugh as you poison me.

    *

    You smile as I bleed

    Crying over everything

    As I see your face,

    I can tell you want a taste

    You just can’t wait.

    *
    All the fear is in me now

    desperately I try to get lost in the crowd.

    You wait until no one is watching

    That is when you grab me

    No one bothers to listen to my scream.

    *

    You want a chance

    To taste my lips

    I shudder as you come

    I try but I cannot run

    The poison will soon set in
    And I will be unable

    To get out of the trap

    That you set

    And that I

    Unknowingly triggered.

    *

    You grab me and I scream

    slowly I start to bleed

    And weakly do I plead

    For you to let me be free

    But my cries you ignore

    And all my pleading you adore.

    *

    The pain is all around

    I try, but I cannot make a sound

    I close my eyes

    And wait for it to end

    I feel I have no friends

    No one to help me out of here

    No one who really cares

    No one who knows I’ve disappeared.

    *

    You do your deed now it is done

    Your poison has already begun

    I know I am not the only one

    But still I feel so alone

    Like I’m on my own

    And no one will ever know

    Guarded; I will not let it show.

    *

    You laugh as the blood drips from me

    I shake over everything

    you are a monster

    Disguised as human

    Fooling the world into trusting you

    then what do you do?

    You steal away little girls

    Just for a minute,

    they’re never gone long

    Not long enough to be missed or noticed

    Just long enough for you

    To preform your little trick

    To let the poison set in.

    *

    I hide my blood and I hide my tears

    All the fear that you’ve placed here

    Will make sure I say nothing

    All that agony

    It haunts me in my sleep

    you’ve ensured that I

    Cannot easily be at peace

    you destroyed a great part of me

    You took away everything

    That day that you poisoned me.

    Tagged: poetry poem dark poisoned personal

    Posted on February 18, 2012 with 6 notes

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