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From The Mind Of A Writer

My name is Celina B. Mills and I am a writer. I write horror novels and poetry, and occasionally song lyrics. I play the acoustic guitar and the keyboard, and I'm also a lesbian.

I happen to be one of the biggest music lovers ever! And recently created a music-review blog, totally random shuffle with my mom.

My five great loves are writing, reading, music, my family, and animals. I'm also a big fan of horror movies!

I created this blog to post my poetry. Everything I post, unless otherwise stated, is written by me.

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  • Garry

    *

    I try to hide the tears so they won’t show

    I never thought you’d do this to your family

    Throwing out a few false lines

    Making excuses so you can leave behind everything.

    *

    You should know

    This is not the road an honorable man

    Should go down

    After so many years,

    You’re really choosing to end this here

    Is this your idea of a goodbye?

    *

    Your venom filled words line the page

    False accusations and misspelled words

    I know you let your new wife write it

    She controls your life, controls everything,

    You couldn’t even call

    You had to tell us we’re no longer family

    Through an email.

    *

    What is it you expect me to say?

    I could waste time trying to retaliate,

    But she’d never let you see it, anyway.

    You’re a pathetic excuse for a man

    Nothing more than a puppet on some strings

    And she’s twisting and pulling them

    Until you say cruel things and walk away

    Did we really mean this little to you?

    *

    You’re kicking your own son out of his home

    All for some bitch that you barely know

    You’ve taken a child’s temper tantrum to whole new levels

    I hope you know, she’ll leave you as soon as you’re out of cash

    And when that happens there’ll be no going back

    We won’t be here.

    *

    So don’t bother looking for me

    Grandfather, you won’t find a single thing

    I wonder if you’ll ever regret the decision you’ve made

    You’re just like Tim

    Running away from family

    From responsibility

    The road you’re walking won’t lead you home

    Grandma must have been all that made you human.

    *

    No I never thought you’d do this

    No I never thought you’d put us through this

    But go ahead and continue to dig that grave

    Because nobody will be there

    When you lie in that bed you’ve made.

    *

    You broke my heart with the words you said

    Someday I hope you realize what you did

    I hope someday it will sink in

    You’ve lost your only granddaughter

    You lost your family

    All through an email
    You used words designed to hurt

    And it worked

    You chose her over us

    You walked away

    Someday, I hope you realize your mistake.

    *

    I won’t forgive you for what you did

    I’ll never let you back in

    You’ve lost your family

    All for that thing

    All you are now, is just a puppet on some strings.

    Tagged: poetry poems garry grandfather personal

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